Love isn’t a switch that you could turn on and off whenever you felt like doing it. People accidentally falls in love, so it’s fair to say that people also gets to love someone and stop loving them JUST BECAUSE. It’s going to be unfair.
Is it even healthy? TO LOVE HIM and to get hurt at the same time? I don’t think I can stand the fact that I’m in love with him and HE’S NOT. Why can’t he even say the words? Is it too much too ask when he’s making me feel it? Do I really need to suffer like this? I don’t know if he feel the same way, though. Maybe that’s the reason why he hasn’t said the three words yet. MAYBE BECAUSE HE DOESN’T LOVE ME.
I love him. That’s pretty much given with an emphasis right now. i’VE GIVEN HIM THE OPPORTUNITY TO TELL ME WHAT HE FEELS but I ended up being disappointed. And now, I’ left with no choice but to do my last resort. Fvck my feelings and get a grip. A lot of people will probably sneer at me and tell me how much of a martyr I am. Well, maybe Iam. Call me names. NAME IT. Because I’m not the kind of person who would eventually fight for her feelings. I’ve never been like that, even when I was with my ex. I have always been timid and shy. God knows how much I want to tell him BUT I’M JUST HUMAN. I get sacred.
I’M SCARED THAT HE DOESN’T FEEL THE SAME AND I’M THE ONLY ONE WHO’S ASSUMING ON THINGS.
is one of the perks of falling in love, right? You just can’t love someone and unlove them back. You can’t love them without feeling any pain because its what makes it worth it. I WISH I COULD CONVINCE MYSELF THAT.
How I wish.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ELPID… AY ESTE @chohernandeziii =))) 🎉🎂 have a blast! Hoping that you’ll enjoy this day! Stay humble. Ayieeeee. sikat ka na e. Wahahaha. Miss na namin ni Dene yung mga joke time natin nung training. See you soon!! Godbless, Cho! Love love xx :))) ✌✌✌✌ HAHAHA.
Nakakainis talaga yung feeling na sira na agad araw mo umaga pa lang. Di ko tuloy alam kung pano ko nagaact as if na alang problema. Shit naman oh.
I realized something..
I SHOULDN’T BE SHARING MY THOUGHTS ON THE INTERNET.